isnt it funny how its always during exams that i start to think about the craziest things?
i start to fill my brain with crazy thoughts which end up consuming both me and my time.

ive been 21 for a day now. it ain't so great. definitely overrated.
i dont feel wiser
i dont feel more mature
i dont feel like i can achieve more

feel pretty alone though. oh wait... they didnt write that on the "this-is-how-you're-supposed-to-feel-after-21" handbook. fuck you.

i got a diamond necklace from my mum for my birthday. 32 clusters of little diamonds in a chanel shape on a white gold chain. haha not really my style ( i know beggers cant be choosers) ... BUT at least she knows i like white gold better than yellow gold.
i got the funniest sms from my dad
21Happy Birthday to Pecy Dady

those are the exact words. hahahahaha he's so funny its like he added the "To Pecy" after it just to make sure i definitely got it. i hope he comes back with lotsa goodies for me from hk and china. goodies not as in clothes etc. i buy that stuff when i go back myself... but stuff from the awesome hotels he stays in and the first class flight free stuff. THEY ARE AWESOME

its 1:34 on my laptop. i woke up at 6:50 today. i need to wake up at 6:30 tomorrow. goodnight world

watch out for a 21y/o me :)

*you better keep up or i'm going to have to leave you behind