so i laughed myself silly when i got home today and thought about the mixed bag of emotions ive had the past week.
and my solution only comes down to two words.
fuck it.

im too young to care about what happens in the future. im just gonna go with the flow and see where the current takes me.

if this keeps going then maybe something good will come of it and there will be a future.
if it doesnt... if something bad happens... then it was just a learning experience and soemthing that i can look back on in the future and laugh at my own stupidity. laugh at my naivety.


ive already given up on mankind anyway. so how much more hurt can i get from a guy?

COOLLLLL

ps. no more thinking pecy. promise yourself.