ok
i did nothing again today
i wrote 200 words of a 1000 word essay
200 shitacular words
what did i do?
i downloaded music. i ebayed. i decided to watch friends again. watched masterchef. i went on facebook and did nothing on facebook.
i nearly burnt down my room. i was having a ciggy while my parents were outa nd i thought i butted it out properly and i chucked it in my rubbish bin. turned out i didnt and i started to smell smoke and opened the rubbish bin and all the tissues had started to glow red HAHAHA luckily i have a sensitive nose :)

we found out that another relative of mine passed away yesterday morning. i wasnt very close with her. she was my great aunt i think... my mum's aunty? i dont really rememebr her except that she used to give me money whenever i saw her. oh god how bad is that? i remember her cuz of her money. i seriusly dont even know what she looks like.
anyway... so this year has been a pretty shitty year for my family. so much death. and i know its inevitable and yes they are all getting old but you wish that you could do something about it. my mum doesnt wanna tell my grandad that his own sister has died cuz shes scared its gonna make his health take a turn for the worse.


oh yeah i also waxed a bit today when i was watching masterchef. one arm is silky smooth now hah the other.. not so really

oh and also ive been looking at all the end of year photos for year 12. i bet they're all so glad to be coming outta high school. wait till they reach uni hahaha poor things.. its assessments every week!

tomorrow my internet is coming off. so thats it! or i might go to uts and try to do some work... hmmm... options options

i miss mike already. im gay.
nothing more to say.