im the girl who you never thought you would fall for.
im not the ganger or the slut or the girl whose just mucking around with life.
i have self-respect
i have self-dignity
i have goals
i have aspirations

i could never compete with the girls that you know and usually associate with. the 'easy' ones.
and i dont want to have to ever compete with girls like that.
and even though sometimes i think you'll see me more than just a piece of meat and that you'll see me as the smart and stable one, i also think, in the long run, it wont be enough.

because guys have two brains. and to be honest i dont know which one rules over the other.

so all i can do right now is block everything else out. be myself. and hopefully you'll see me to be much more.

because i am much more. and im proud to be. im proud to know where i wanna go in life and if that makes me boring, then so be it. im proud to know where my priorities lie and im proud that i wanna do well at uni.

because life is so much more than going out every single weekend to flaunt and to seek attention from boys. life is so much more than getting pissed or high.

life's about achievements. love. respect. family. true friends.
and those are the things i want. and those are the things i want you to want too.