Tuesday, September 29, 2009


i thought i knew where i was going with my career and stuff but now im not too sure


im all muddled again. i was supposed to do research for my assignment due the tuesday after parklife and i ended up doing nothing but watching friends... frickin going on ebay.


then marks for law have come out and everyone's spewing. cuz law sucks. cuz none of us will ever understand how the people at sydney uni law school marks assignments or how well the other people in our grade are at law.


and now im blog hopping instead of reading the material ive researched which is actually in front of me.


URGH WOMAN WAKE UPPP WAKE UPPP WAKE UPPPP




i need my real hair to grow longer so i can cut off my extensions.


i think im gonna go a shade lighter next time i dye it


and im going back to straightened hair.


and i also need to buy new fricking contacts but i have no idea where to buy the ones i wear in australia. i love my black contacts. asians are the best at knowing how to properly enhance their features.


i remember asking at opsm if they had black contacts and they were kinda like errr nnooo what the? who the hell wears black contacts?




asians do :)




what else do i need to do?


i need to keep losing weight.


stop biting my two remaining nails that are still gnawed to bits.


i need to rebudget my financials ie. stop buying useless things.


cut down on cigarettes which will help rebudget my financials




i need to go to the beta alpha psi meetings which i have never attended and actually get invovled in uni life a bit more.




see? this is why im not turning into the person i wanna be. THIS IS ALL I FUCKING THINK ABOUT NOW




I HAVENT EVEN FINISHED READING MY FATHER'S DREAMS OR THE BLIND ASSASSIN. WHCIH I BOUGHT AGES AGO. and im not one of those girls who will be proud to say look i havnet read a book in 2 months *teeheheheheheheheheh im so cool*. NO I AM NOT LIKE THAT




and remember a few hundred entries back where i said i would take photos of my life.


yeah well as per usual of all my plans in life taht failed too. good job pecy.



im gone in the last one as you can probably tell.

NO WORRIESSSSSSS ill definitely bring my camera with me to parklife. bring on the short shorts and the slutty swimsuits and the hot half naked men and the alcohol. PSYCHED TO THE MAX.
I DO NOT WANT TO GO AND DO FINANCE.