so tell me what you do when youve made a mistake and nothing you can do makes it better?
tell me what you do when you can sit for hours staring into nothing and racking your brain so hard for an answer that it hurts but you come out with not even one thing productie
tell me what you do when all the words of estoppel. risk-free rate, autocorrelation all blur into the one thing
tell me what you do when you just sit in front of a computer staring at facebook trying to look for some right answers

im in dejavu mode at the moment. and you'll think i wouldve learnt from past mistakes.
obviously not haha

its alright. i can just prove how strong i am right? :):)

so damn tired of studying. its the fucking long weekend. i soooooo wanna do something.
put on some heels. stick on a short skanky dress. paint my face with makeup. get a bit drunk. talk with some disgusting sleazy guys who will try to grab my ass or my boobs or both. finish a whole pack of ciggis. dance until my legs cave in. freeze up as i go home.
AWW YEAH AND I TOTALLY MISS IT

you're drifting away and im stuck