there's M's world which is like a closed cage
then theres pecy standing outside that cage by herself. kinda cold, kinda trying to peek inside a bit.
the cage opens once or twice a week and pecy steps inside. she really likes it in there. its warm, its happy and she feels safe in that cage. but she knows that she needs to leave after a while. and she knocks on the door to be let out but the door doesnt let her. she knocks heaps of times and then finally the door opens and chucks her out there in the cold again.
pecy doenst mind being out there in the cold that much. she's a dependent girl who doesnt always need attention so you know she takes it well when she's outside by herself. but after 2 or 3 days of being locked out of the cage and not even being able to look inside or go 1 m close to it, it does start to feel pretty lonely standing outside. she doesnt know whats happening inside. the things inside dont even try to contact her to tell her whats going on.
pecy is surrounded by many cages. of course these cages arent as important as M's cage but she likes to go into some of the other cages once in a while and just hang out. but then M's cage gets angry and this confuses pecy. you wont let me into your cage all that often but i cant go into other cages? even though the other cages arent even as important as your cage? pecy doesnt know what M's cage wants her to do. she's confused as hell.
Pecy wants to be in M's cage. she doesnt want to be something thats in there sometimes and other times chucked out and left in the cold outside. but M's cage doesnt really seem to want her to be in there. sometimes the cage does and other times it doesnt.
pecy doesnt think she's being high maintenance just because she wants a permanent territory in the cage.
if she doesnt get permanent territory soon. she will leave because this is NOT what she expected it to be like.
the lonely times outside of the cage have started to outweigh the REALLY HAPPY times in the cage.