its jaehee's birthday today and tonight was her birthday party
its 11:30 now and all ive done is watched "meet the fockers" (awesome movie!) "sex and the city" and snips of futrama, family guy and the simpsons
im sucha shithouse lazy friend who cant be bothered with anything god...
i had a small fruit salad today, a bowl of grapes, an orange, and an apple and a mandarin. fruit overdose? yeah i think so.. i can feel all that fruit churning in my stomach and it dont feel too good.
my mum went to england yesterday and i had a horrible dream yesterday night about her plane crashing and me finding out that there were no survivors and becasue of that i didnt have to sit my finals
god
how horrible is that?
im a horrible child.. dreaming that my mum would die just so i can get special consideration
HORRIBLE HORRIBLE

tonight is my official last night of doing no work. i gotta pull up my game for the next month and basically become a hermit.
its already been six months of 2009. for some reasons i still feel as if ive just come back from china. time fucking flies. before i know it im gonna be old and wrinkly and all settled down with a job and kids and a husband.
dont get me wrong the job part is extremely exciting... the other parts haha not so
anyway i heard this song today randomly and it reminded me of bonnie because in year 11 she said it was like her favourite song that best described her situation.
im glad that even after not talking to each other for like weeks and weeks and weeks, me and bon can still come back and talk like we did before. and im glad she knows that im always gonna be there to listen to her problems and try to offer good advice without judging her decisions.
before i get too mushymushy the song was

"Someday, Someday"

So we've already established the fact that
things are gonna be different in the future baby.
And you've reiterated the fact that you don't
want to get into something that's just gonna have to end later.
Now I know our lives are changing and I've seen
it coming for a while too, don't get me wrong.
And I've been going outta town baby it's gonna happen more,
we gotta be strong but now

While I'm gone
Just be a fly on the wall
You know
I'm thinking about you

Just wait and see
You gotta hear what I say
I'm in love with you
I'm not so far away

Someday, someday
I will be here babe
Someday, someday
I will be the one babe
Someday, someday
I will be here babe
Someday, someday
I will be the one babe

I know you gotta go to university and I'm just trying to make some cash to follow my dreams.
But please don't say we're too busy to give each other the time and support we need
I know we gotta work our jobs and make some money to get by in this expensive world.
Don't let that overtake the fact that before all that, you were still my girl.

While I'm gone
Just be a fly on the wall
You know
I'm talking about you

Just wait and see
You gotta hear what I say
I'm in love with you
I'm not so far away

Someday, someday
I will be here babe
Someday, someday
I will be the one babe
Someday, someday
I will be here babe
Someday, someday
I will be the one babe

Someday, someday
I'll know that you love me
Someday, someday
Sorry that I'm leaving
Someday, someday
I will be here babe
Someday, someday
I will be the one babe

I'm in love with you
I'm not so far away

Someday, someday
Look towards the sky babe
Someday, Someday
There's no need to cry babe
I know that you're always what I want babe
I will be the one babe
Someday,
I will be the one babe
Someday,
I just need you here with me

im using the foot massager i got my mum for mothers day and it feels spastic. theres a heat button too which is pretty comfy when the weather is like todays... but the nobbles on the actual massager thing is the weirdest feeling ever. but it gets kinda addictive after a while haha.

oh BTW ive started wearing my new glasses and today at townhall i saw my friend who looked at me and walked straight past me cuz he didnt freakin recognise me...thanks a lot

man now im just pulling shit outta my ass cuz i have nothing to say and im bored as hell.
im going to go read "changing hearts". this will be my third time reading it. its abosulutely ridiculously, out of this world, good. i really wanna read jodi picoult's new one call handle with care... just havent had the opportunity to go and buy it yet... will do so after my exams

uni break is a month and what the hell am i gonna do in a month?
billy told me to go with him and ani and their friends up to splendour and i was seriously considering it... until i saw the lineup for splendour. half the bands ive never heard of in my life... the other half that ive heard of i havnet listened to more than 1 of their songs (ok so for MGMT maybe more than 1.. and for grinspoon maybe more than 1... but seriously... like 1 for the others)... HAHA.. FAIL
so whats the point in that? but billy's a douche and is a pest.
we'll see what happens... i cant spend one whole month stuck in sydney (two weeks by my poor lonely self) and not do anything right?

the foot massager is freaking me out now... it kinda is starting to feel like someone's kneading the soles of my feet with their knuckles.. im getting ugly imagery in my head

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