i am so so so so tired
i feel as if i could sleep forever but obviously im not sleeping and im trying to study finance for which i have a mid-sem in 10 days. even though it is multiple choice questions my head still spins when i hear present vale, future value, coupon rates, face value and the sort

i need to take more photos of my life. i used to remember when my mum used to bring a camera everywhere we went. and whenever she got it out me and my dad would groan because we knew we would be spending the next 15 mins faking a smile or posing with a ridiculous backdrop behind us.
my mum used to always tell me you'll never get the chance to be at this very spot at the same age. so why not cherish the moment and have something to remember it by?
i used to think my mum was a vaino. haha
i think its in the genes but because im a vaino too:)
anyway yes back to the photo thing. yeah i think im gonna take my camera around with me more often and just take snapshots of everyday life. my friends, my uni, my significant others.
although i dont think im vain enough to take pictures of what i wear everyday. i find that funny. ahah unless of course you have a fashion blog.
ie. wwww.karlascloset.blogspot.com (gold!)

lilly allen's the fear sums up about everything thats important in this life


I want to be rich and I want lots of money
I don't care about clever I don't care about funny
I want loads of clothes and fuckloads of diamonds
I heard people die while they are trying to find them
And I'll take my clothes off and it will be shameless
'Cuz everyone knows that's how you get famous.

I'll look at the sun and I'll in the mirror
I'm on the right track, yeah I'm on to a winner.

I don't know whats right and what's real anymore
And I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore
And When do you think it will all become clear?
'Cuz I'm being taking over by The Fear

Life's about film stars and less about mothers
It's all about fast cars and cussing each other
But it doesn't matter cause I'm packing plastic
And that's what makes my life so fucking fantastic
And I am a weapon of massive consumption
And it's not my fault it's how I'm programmed to function

I'll look at the sun and I'll look in the mirror
I'm on the right track, yeah we're on to a winner.

I don't know whats right and what's real anymore
And I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore
And when do you think it will all become clear?
'Cuz I'm being taking over by The Fear

Forget about guns and forget ammunition
'Cuz I'm killing them all on my own little mission
Now I'm not a saint but I'm not a sinner
Now everything's cool as long as I'm getting thinner

I don't know whats right and what's real anymore
And I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore
And When do you think it will all become clear?
'Cuz I'm being taking over by The Fear


i love spending time with you and just being in your prescence. you're kinda like that spice factor in my whole world of ordinariness. you tell me things that i would never have known before. you make me feel as if im so so special. if thats not enough then i dont know what is.

if these are my feelings in present value, then continously compounded for 8 years, what will the future value of my feelings be?
HAHAHAHAHAHA OK FUCK THAT WAS SO LAME

x peaceout