Friday, January 16, 2009
ok so i realised unlike most people's blogs that are adorned with pictures. i'm a lazy ass and haha basically.. ummmmm no pictures on my blog?
yeah ok
but i dont carry a camera around religiously... ok well I DO FINE I WONT LIE. haha but i dont use it religiously.
so im gonna try find some current pics












so basically those were the last photos ive taken. all taken in 2008.
detoxing clubbing has been extremely rewarding. i feel so much more cleaner and richer. i think once you stop you dont really miss it that much.
when someone tells you that arent affectionate or that you're taking too much and not giving enough your brain kinda stops. and you dont really know what to say. are you supposed to defend yourself? or are you supposed to agree with them? or do you just disregard it, thinking hey this person must not know me well enough how dare he/she say this about me?
well ive considered all three. and all three seem pretty poor answers.
im not gonna admit that im a cold bitch
but i guess im sometimes too guarded to be affectionate and too guarded to give as much as im given.
so thats something else to work on aye? ill get there. you know how much i love a challenge:)
im leaving australia in 4 days. ohmygosh.
i dont wanna go now:(