car crashes freak me out
car crashes can happen to anyone... one split second of carelessness and there goes an arm, a leg, a life
fuck
i dont even know why i drive...because i KNOW I JUST KNOW that, because im clumsy like hell, im gonna get into an accident one day.. and BAM... the rest is history.. touch wood

ANYWAY

7 pounds is an AWESOME movie... AWESOME. i havent cried like that for a very very long time. and in front of friends who've never seen me cry before.. a little embarrassing i must say. but... wow.

and?

i have nothing to say again.
ill be back when i do.

PS. back into grey's anatomy again. ohmydearlord im scared to have children. ohmydearlord i dont wanna get old and wrinkly and talk too much and be so dependent on the people around me. being old is just like being a baby. you need people to take care of you. you dont have many senses left. you lose your ability to think properly and talk properly. all the things you were when you were a baby. scary as hell