in around 48 hrs its gonna be 2009. so i basically havnet written on this thing for 3 months.

friends have become strangers
but strangers have become friends

you're ostricised because your lifestyle is different from someone else's
but you put on a brave face not to care is some miraculous way you do care

you wanna try something new
but your friends are stopping you

you dont wanna care so much
but yet you find yourself caring too much

you want people to change
but you wanna stay the same

you want to be independent
but you want to be cared for

you're hated
but you're loved

and you're tired
BUT YOU KNOW YOU'RE GONNA PARTY LIKE ITS 1999 TMR NIGHT

sydney's kinda closing in on me now. i need a holiday. im actually looking forward to going back to china this year because i wont be there for eternity and will be able to spend time with my family while do my shopping and just escape outta there to sunny funfilled thailand. mhmmmm
beach, cocktails, semi-naked hot men on beaches, night markets, some more cocktails. now THAT'S what i call heaven.

yeah 2008 has been a shit year. shit-a-cular. uni's over-rated. friends are gone. im broke off my ass. people are leaving me left right and centre.
so 2009. you better bring me something


and fuck you if you're gonna rain on my fucking parade. i deserve this

thats all:)
see you in another few months