stop teasing.
stop appearing in my life in the most randomest times and being nice to me.
you're being nice isnt even because you feel anything towards me.
your niceness is most probably just for your on benefit. to make yourself feel better about what youve done and what kind of person you are.


but even though you asked me yesterday whether my friends think you're a faggot and i shook my head. i was probably lying. they probably do think you're a faggot. but once again why is it so important what they think? why didnt you ask me do YOU think im a faggot?


then i couldve shaken my head and honestly believed that that is the truth. because truthfully i do not think you're a faggot. call me stupid, naive. call me cock whipped. call me whatever...

they say when you try to quit smoking its way hard to quit cold turkey and taking things slowly will get the most results.
well i wish i could quit you cold turkey. i wish you would completely disappear from my life.



not because i dont have feelings for you. but because it would be easier for me to get over you.
yeah im selfish like that.


remember my checked list?



boys...uncheck