im sorry im not there for you as much as you want me.
sorry that i dont see it when you cry.
sorry that i disappear when you need me the most.
sorry i keep dwelling on the past.


but my sorrys dont drown out ME
ME who also needs a helping hand in a while
ME who also would like to be rung up to chat to in a while
ME who also cries at night

so while i sit here feeling like a shit friend.
i also sit here feeling like as if im treating myself shit.

both shits are unacceptable..
funny how we live in a shit-acular world huh?

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trying to limit my intake on one tree hill. its working :) kinda


PS HAPPY 18th LISA QIU!!!! xxx