law speech tomorrow
then micro on friday
then manning
thenthenthen
ahahahahahahah
WOOHOOOOO
these days my sleeping patterns are totally out the window. im half nocturnal half un-nocturnal.. mind blank.. whats the opoosite of nocturnal?
anywayyyyyy SHIT HOW COLD HAS IT BEEN ?
ive got a heater under my table and between my legs and hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm naaiiccceeeeeeeeeeeeeee
i need to get back to my law speech
and i would also like to report i havent watched this weeks gossip girl yet... and will do so after micro. plus finish off oth season 3 so i can start on season 4. yay hopefully eva can lend it to me so it doesnt kill my download limit which it already has.
seee my download limit is limited ahahaha... cuz there are 4 computers in my house that is connected to the internet.. and although i think we have the fastest and most biggest connection and download limit we still use it up quite quickly. :( maybe cuz ive been splurging on oth and the girls next door and gossip girl... and yeah
oopsss sorryyy
LAW SPEECH... and no i do not believe that female judges should be appointed to the High Court due to their gender.
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Sunday, April 27, 2008
i know ive said it again and again
but
i
just
cant
help
saying
it
i
love
one
tree
hill
i dont care if everyone says after first season its shit....
cuz baby IT IS THE SHIT
i love nathan and haley :(
so unbelievably much that it hurts my heart haha
makes me want a boyfriend
THEN I THINK OF ALL THE TROUBLE
then i say naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
(secretly i want one just like nathan hehe)
OMG JACK WON
LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE JACK!!!!
ARGGGGGHH LOVVVVVVVVVVVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
but
i
just
cant
help
saying
it
i
love
one
tree
hill
i dont care if everyone says after first season its shit....
cuz baby IT IS THE SHIT
i love nathan and haley :(
so unbelievably much that it hurts my heart haha
makes me want a boyfriend
THEN I THINK OF ALL THE TROUBLE
then i say naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
(secretly i want one just like nathan hehe)
OMG JACK WON
LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE JACK!!!!
ARGGGGGHH LOVVVVVVVVVVVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Saturday, April 26, 2008
i am so screwed for uni
provididng that i did no work yesterday. AT ALL
we had a family day out then i went to kaz's birthday party.
BOTH WHICH WERE EXTREMELY FUN I MUST SAY! :)
thats how my life is going to be after may 2nd for a week. excitingggggggggggggggg
provididng that i did no work yesterday. AT ALL
we had a family day out then i went to kaz's birthday party.
BOTH WHICH WERE EXTREMELY FUN I MUST SAY! :)
thats how my life is going to be after may 2nd for a week. excitingggggggggggggggg
no pictures of kaz's. i always forget to take photos in these circumstances. but omg.... FUN
haha
anyway law presentation calls
ps. still obsessed with one tree hill. its sucha teenage drama... which makes it all the more better!!! :)
Thursday, April 24, 2008
when do people ever look up and see whats missing?
im watching oth.
and im crying like a nutter.
its when things hit so close to home that kinda triggers my tear ducts to go crazy.
sex is the easy part. giving your heart to someone is the hard part
im watching oth.
and im crying like a nutter.
its when things hit so close to home that kinda triggers my tear ducts to go crazy.
sex is the easy part. giving your heart to someone is the hard part
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
law assignment
is
no over :(
but i am soooooooooooooooooooo OVER IT. long windy chats on msn about it. arguments about it with people. aRGGGGHHHH frustrating or what?
oh by the way.... gossip girl is back on!! WOOHOOOOO godangodangodangodangodan.
lovelovelovelovelove blair.
so yesterday i got back from my ecmt test. which was... hard but not as hard as accting. which is suchaaaa good thing.
anyway so i got back and i was like yeah... man ive been so stressed so i think i can chill i have so long to do my law assignment so i watched gossip girl AND i started watching episodes of the girls next door. its reality tv of hugh heffner's three girlfriends who live with him at the actual playboy house. its not really stimulating.. or widely fascinating... or anything of that sort.
but so very addictive. a bit like big brother... shit tv show but so addictive!
the girls are really.... hahaa just bimboish and really blonde. if that makes sense. their vocabulary consists of "AWESOME" and "NO WAY" and "PUFFINBOO" and "HONEY" and all that sort. match them up with high frequency voices then... mhmmmmmmm holly, bridget and kendra!
but the parties they throw are just amazing! like omggggggggggggggggggggg. for the 1st of july celebrations they had like massive inflatable waterslides. for midsummers they had an arabian party. which was just like :O:O
for christmas the girls wanted snow. so they covered their whole front yard with fake snow. and like went tabogganing and snowboarding and stuff.
for holly's birthday they had a marie attoinette themed party, for bridget's they had a murder mystery party and yaeh like omg
but i guess hugh heffner is filthy rich... cuz of all you boys out there who do buy playboy. :) supporting the cause you guys are
anyway
back to law assignemtn which i can hand in in like 4 hours! YAY BABYYYY
xoxo
( i had a temptation to write gossip girl just here... but ill save the corniness!)
is
no over :(
but i am soooooooooooooooooooo OVER IT. long windy chats on msn about it. arguments about it with people. aRGGGGHHHH frustrating or what?
oh by the way.... gossip girl is back on!! WOOHOOOOO godangodangodangodangodan.
lovelovelovelovelove blair.
so yesterday i got back from my ecmt test. which was... hard but not as hard as accting. which is suchaaaa good thing.
anyway so i got back and i was like yeah... man ive been so stressed so i think i can chill i have so long to do my law assignment so i watched gossip girl AND i started watching episodes of the girls next door. its reality tv of hugh heffner's three girlfriends who live with him at the actual playboy house. its not really stimulating.. or widely fascinating... or anything of that sort.
but so very addictive. a bit like big brother... shit tv show but so addictive!
the girls are really.... hahaa just bimboish and really blonde. if that makes sense. their vocabulary consists of "AWESOME" and "NO WAY" and "PUFFINBOO" and "HONEY" and all that sort. match them up with high frequency voices then... mhmmmmmmm holly, bridget and kendra!
but the parties they throw are just amazing! like omggggggggggggggggggggg. for the 1st of july celebrations they had like massive inflatable waterslides. for midsummers they had an arabian party. which was just like :O:O
for christmas the girls wanted snow. so they covered their whole front yard with fake snow. and like went tabogganing and snowboarding and stuff.
for holly's birthday they had a marie attoinette themed party, for bridget's they had a murder mystery party and yaeh like omg
but i guess hugh heffner is filthy rich... cuz of all you boys out there who do buy playboy. :) supporting the cause you guys are
anyway
back to law assignemtn which i can hand in in like 4 hours! YAY BABYYYY
xoxo
( i had a temptation to write gossip girl just here... but ill save the corniness!)
Sunday, April 20, 2008
parents can be mean sometimes.
not mean as in "they wont let me go out"
but actually hurtful.
i dont know about yours but mine are.
so today. my cousin cmes home. and we're talking and my mum goes "you're dressed prettily today" to my cousin. then she turns to me and says "see pecy you cna coordinate clothes so that you dont always have to have your boobs hanging out" or somewhere along those lines
well what am i supposed to think when my mum says taht?
maybe that im a slut.
and no it does not make me happy when i get called a slut. especially by my own mother.
so she says that im trying to defend myself and she just walks away. so im like mum come back i havent finished talking.. so i like go to her study and im like "its not fair... ive got two dresses that are a bit showy... its nothing compared to some girls at uni... my boobs arent even hanging out...." blahblahblah. and im supposed to go cut the bushes for her and it ws getting dark... but i was like yeah ill still do it... and shes like no its too dark you'll step on rose bushes.. but im like no i can still do it its ok i dont think its too dark i dont know what the problem is. and then both my parents start yelling at me saying how im just trying to create more chaos.
all i wanted to do was cut the bushes like ihad promised....i wasnt even scared that it was kinda darkish...
so now... i am.... "someones whose changed", my mum can no longer cll me a "good kid" to our family friends. im a smart alek. im a person who always talks back.
and then in the end she says i think you should go live by yourself for a while and just see what its like when and then come home and see how good you have it.
this may all seem trivial to everyone.. but to me its a big deal.
i am not a slut. and the way my mum used this chinese saying something about "being in a state of mind that you always wanna only cover half of yourbody" (i kinda literally translated it). but that made me think that she was saying that im some mental girl who has to dress like a slut. and who always does
doesnt sound like that to you?
when i get in trouble at home unless its blatant that i did do the wrong thing. i like to try to defend myself. is that not right?
my parents curfew is 12. and even though i live in cherrybrook bloody an hour away from the city they dont care. they say tough luck you wanted to live here for ruse. and so im like but as i get older i can go out later right? but no i cant. as long as im living under this roof my curfew will always be 12. so if im living with my parents until im 25 my curfew will always be 12. i tried to defend myslef and tried to show it from my perspective. im just being a smart alek again... im just talking back.
but wouldnt you?
when i have fights with my parents i hate crying. i take pride in my pride. if that makes sense. i hate to look vulnerable infront of people. and so i never cry. even if i have someone screaming infront of my face. i wont cry and hold back tears.
so right now im not in the happiest mood. dont come running to me about things that dont interest me. i really couldnt give a fuck.
i have an assignment worth 30% due and a mid term. so kindly piss off.
great thanks :)
not mean as in "they wont let me go out"
but actually hurtful.
i dont know about yours but mine are.
so today. my cousin cmes home. and we're talking and my mum goes "you're dressed prettily today" to my cousin. then she turns to me and says "see pecy you cna coordinate clothes so that you dont always have to have your boobs hanging out" or somewhere along those lines
well what am i supposed to think when my mum says taht?
maybe that im a slut.
and no it does not make me happy when i get called a slut. especially by my own mother.
so she says that im trying to defend myself and she just walks away. so im like mum come back i havent finished talking.. so i like go to her study and im like "its not fair... ive got two dresses that are a bit showy... its nothing compared to some girls at uni... my boobs arent even hanging out...." blahblahblah. and im supposed to go cut the bushes for her and it ws getting dark... but i was like yeah ill still do it... and shes like no its too dark you'll step on rose bushes.. but im like no i can still do it its ok i dont think its too dark i dont know what the problem is. and then both my parents start yelling at me saying how im just trying to create more chaos.
all i wanted to do was cut the bushes like ihad promised....i wasnt even scared that it was kinda darkish...
so now... i am.... "someones whose changed", my mum can no longer cll me a "good kid" to our family friends. im a smart alek. im a person who always talks back.
and then in the end she says i think you should go live by yourself for a while and just see what its like when and then come home and see how good you have it.
this may all seem trivial to everyone.. but to me its a big deal.
i am not a slut. and the way my mum used this chinese saying something about "being in a state of mind that you always wanna only cover half of yourbody" (i kinda literally translated it). but that made me think that she was saying that im some mental girl who has to dress like a slut. and who always does
doesnt sound like that to you?
when i get in trouble at home unless its blatant that i did do the wrong thing. i like to try to defend myself. is that not right?
my parents curfew is 12. and even though i live in cherrybrook bloody an hour away from the city they dont care. they say tough luck you wanted to live here for ruse. and so im like but as i get older i can go out later right? but no i cant. as long as im living under this roof my curfew will always be 12. so if im living with my parents until im 25 my curfew will always be 12. i tried to defend myslef and tried to show it from my perspective. im just being a smart alek again... im just talking back.
but wouldnt you?
when i have fights with my parents i hate crying. i take pride in my pride. if that makes sense. i hate to look vulnerable infront of people. and so i never cry. even if i have someone screaming infront of my face. i wont cry and hold back tears.
so right now im not in the happiest mood. dont come running to me about things that dont interest me. i really couldnt give a fuck.
i have an assignment worth 30% due and a mid term. so kindly piss off.
great thanks :)
Friday, April 18, 2008
first exam for uni
NOT FUN AT ALLL
STRESS BALL MY ASS
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
fuck.
fuck.
fuck.
not fun at all. :( makes no difference if i didnt have to maintain a distinction average. if i didnt then passing should be fine... but NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO fucking distinction average.
on a brighter note i just watched cheaper by the dozen2/sleepless in seattle
lovveeeee tom welling
lovveeeeeee sleepless in seatlle
hilary duff looks like a ugly skeleton in the second... its when she lost heaps of weight and her face became really long and ugly and totlaly accentuated her longpointy nose and incredibly large mouth and teeth.
tonight im gonna rest a bit.... then tomorrow back on the horse. business stats and second law assignment due...this coming week.FUCK
when i think about it i get angry and just wanna scream
miserable at the moment... even more cuz i didnt get to see crushy boy today.
nice one pecy....
on a brighter note... im still thinking about after 2nd of may :) ill have a whole week of nothingness. gonna go wild... i couldnt even drown my sorrows in alcohol today.. I WAS THAT MISERABLE. so dragged clem and yan to manning and sat there.. hahaah while danny and gareth drank their heart out. they seemed happy. then martini and ani came and we left. i didnt touch an ounce of alcohol.
good girl or what? clem couldnt cuz he had to drive. hehe. thanks for the lift home kiddo.
i wonder what crushy boy is doing now? probably his law assignment. WHICH I WILL DO TOMORROW
now im chillaxxinnggggg kkkkkkk?
photos.. cant be bothered. facebook! woooooo
NOT FUN AT ALLL
STRESS BALL MY ASS
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
fuck.
fuck.
fuck.
not fun at all. :( makes no difference if i didnt have to maintain a distinction average. if i didnt then passing should be fine... but NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO fucking distinction average.
on a brighter note i just watched cheaper by the dozen2/sleepless in seattle
lovveeeee tom welling
lovveeeeeee sleepless in seatlle
hilary duff looks like a ugly skeleton in the second... its when she lost heaps of weight and her face became really long and ugly and totlaly accentuated her longpointy nose and incredibly large mouth and teeth.
tonight im gonna rest a bit.... then tomorrow back on the horse. business stats and second law assignment due...this coming week.FUCK
when i think about it i get angry and just wanna scream
miserable at the moment... even more cuz i didnt get to see crushy boy today.
nice one pecy....
on a brighter note... im still thinking about after 2nd of may :) ill have a whole week of nothingness. gonna go wild... i couldnt even drown my sorrows in alcohol today.. I WAS THAT MISERABLE. so dragged clem and yan to manning and sat there.. hahaah while danny and gareth drank their heart out. they seemed happy. then martini and ani came and we left. i didnt touch an ounce of alcohol.
good girl or what? clem couldnt cuz he had to drive. hehe. thanks for the lift home kiddo.
i wonder what crushy boy is doing now? probably his law assignment. WHICH I WILL DO TOMORROW
now im chillaxxinnggggg kkkkkkk?
photos.. cant be bothered. facebook! woooooo
Thursday, April 17, 2008
uni life
is overated
is tiring. i hate walking from redfern station to merewether. its "not far". bullshit. haha. but now that ive gotten used to it (kinda) i dont wanna be paying 90cents to go to central where i still have to work. yes im cheap like that... but hey im a uni student now :)
so yes uni's been interesting.
uni life
is mundane
is sometimes a little lonely. yes about 50 people from ruse are here. but do i want to be around them?
no.
not lonely in a way that you dont have people to sit with at lunch. but lonely in a way that there isnt someone who is always there. no security for me which scares the shit outta me
but ive got those people to keep me grounded ie loo and martini and tanya who i do see...sometimes and danny
mid sems are tomorrow.
so yeah i guess i am procrastinating. what else is new aye?
ive been just popping one after another trying to feel better ie less stressed. sad right? :(
smiling again after heaps long of not having that feeling. feels great to have a crush on someone again.
theres 7 different guys that you should all go out with... at least once:
the blind date
the crush
the good laugh
the george clooney
the almost mr right
the peter pan
the best friend
interesting right?
i would never go on a blind date..... at least i dont think so. thatll just be arkward and strange and just arkward
the crush... considering :)
the good laugh. definitely yes. although sometimes this good laugh likes to get the centre of attention too much... and not just from you
the george clooney.... WHO DOESNT WANT A GEORGE CLOONEY?!??!?!?!!?
the almost mr right.... far from almost for me
the peter pan.... im not the mothering type and i hate immaturity
the best friend.. nop couldnt do it..... no matter what anyone says it ruins a friendship
i really dont have much else to say and my 600+ accting textbook i open infront of me and isnt gonna read itself. so i should get back to it
maybe ill post up some photos later of whats been happening so far this year.
lots to do! so little time to do it in!
is overated
is tiring. i hate walking from redfern station to merewether. its "not far". bullshit. haha. but now that ive gotten used to it (kinda) i dont wanna be paying 90cents to go to central where i still have to work. yes im cheap like that... but hey im a uni student now :)
so yes uni's been interesting.
uni life
is mundane
is sometimes a little lonely. yes about 50 people from ruse are here. but do i want to be around them?
no.
not lonely in a way that you dont have people to sit with at lunch. but lonely in a way that there isnt someone who is always there. no security for me which scares the shit outta me
but ive got those people to keep me grounded ie loo and martini and tanya who i do see...sometimes and danny
mid sems are tomorrow.
so yeah i guess i am procrastinating. what else is new aye?
ive been just popping one after another trying to feel better ie less stressed. sad right? :(
smiling again after heaps long of not having that feeling. feels great to have a crush on someone again.
theres 7 different guys that you should all go out with... at least once:
the blind date
the crush
the good laugh
the george clooney
the almost mr right
the peter pan
the best friend
interesting right?
i would never go on a blind date..... at least i dont think so. thatll just be arkward and strange and just arkward
the crush... considering :)
the good laugh. definitely yes. although sometimes this good laugh likes to get the centre of attention too much... and not just from you
the george clooney.... WHO DOESNT WANT A GEORGE CLOONEY?!??!?!?!!?
the almost mr right.... far from almost for me
the peter pan.... im not the mothering type and i hate immaturity
the best friend.. nop couldnt do it..... no matter what anyone says it ruins a friendship
i really dont have much else to say and my 600+ accting textbook i open infront of me and isnt gonna read itself. so i should get back to it
maybe ill post up some photos later of whats been happening so far this year.
lots to do! so little time to do it in!