im losing it again
its my time of month
and im losing it with my family
im losing it with friends
im losing it with uni

how am i supposed to make anything work if i make some effort and you dont?
you say ive changed. but im still the same person you met in the beginning. inside not out. and its the inside that matters. at least thats what we're told. everything is supposed to be what we're told and suddenly it turns out that everything isnt.

how is it that you only come to me when you're upset? do i not fit into your category of what "friends" should be now?
am i not worthy to join in your fun because of the other fun i have?
that easy to forget?
that exclusive?
just because everyone is so precious

gawd. i sound bitter

my parents always tell me that i believe friends are everything in my life. they always scold me for "living" for my friends too much. livivng for them too much that sometimes i forget abt myself.

well im done living.
for you and for everyone around you