and you wonder why you sit here fighting back tears? and you wonder why you have to walk around happy all the time :) and cheerful :))
and you wonder why you cant say anything becasue everything is your fault? and you wonder why you're so screwed in the head? and you wonder why high school is nearly finished yet you still feel nothing? and you wonder why you keep holding on? and you wonder why you're an emotional rollercoaster? you wonder why you beat yourself up for stupid things you've done?
YOU WONDER WHY?

these few days have been soo hectic! so many funny funny photos.. but i really cant be bothered to upload them....
2 more hours of high school left. wow.