SCHOOL IS OVER IN 3 WEEKS!!
REALITY CHECK!!
ok so this is why i do not as well as i can in maths....

its so close. just move your fingers a tiny bit... reach... and you're nearly there.
dont turn around one day and say "i regret...."
that is one of the worst sayings in the world.
dont turn around and go... "if only i had studied harder." "if only i had taken time to talk to her."
things sweep past in a blink of an eye. then you'll start wondering where it all went. why beat yourself up about it after it all happened? why not do something about it now?
JUST DO IT.
what an inspiration nike is aye?
ive got chem tutor in 10 mins... FUN
when you think about it nothing in life comes easy. we look at those who we consider "lucky" or "fortunate" (of course im not talking about people born into privilege.. gawd if only they did something worth while with their money and status...). they really not that fortunate or lucky.. because in some way they've all worked hard to get where they are.
models... work hard by not eating... and by forgoing a stressful life on the runway
people who win the lottery... they've probably spent 10 years of their lives buying lotto tickets every week... and then finally..
musicians, actors, actresses... most of them started out working in cafes as waiters/waitresses. or getting turned down by every producer... but with hours in the studio. with only living on minimal pay by working tiny tiny roles in commercials/films and tv shows... but hard work....
people are talented at different things. thats what spices life up :)
i dont really know where im going with this. but maybe just to say that we should all work hard? because things dont come for free.. i think im motivating myself to work hard too HAHA.
SPEAKING OF MUSICIANS.
unlike all those girl singers out there shaking their booty, showing off their assets and all that jazz... pink, i think, is a true musician. she uses her status and her music to inspire people. she doesnt just come out in glittery short mini dresses.. OH YEAP THATS REALLY GONNA BE HELPING PEOPLE...
im just in a rambling mood today....

eyecandy for everyone!
http://thesartorialist.blogspot.com/

LOVEYA SWEETS

THAT TOOK FOREVER. YOU BETTER BE GRATEFUL!@

its been a hectic few days. :)
first and foremost! HAPPY BIRTHDAY CELIA! you've finally joined the ranks of 18 y/o :) love you and miss you (of course). i hope you were really surprised! HAHA
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FLO... again. i hope you had fun that night :) not happy that you didnt finish the beer we bought you and even more unhappy cuz you posted up that vedio on youtube. i hope at least we made you laugh a little.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LOO! it was great catching up again. thanks for going to so much trouble to organise and everything. ive missed you lots and hopefully after HSC we'll be able to see each other more.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RASHMIN... again... haha
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BECCA!! the restaurant was not only yum but very pretty. the atmosphere was great! i had so much fun! hahahaha.. thinking about it makes me laugh. HAHA. thanks for organising. :)
PICTURES SOON... once i upload them

im still really unmotivated to do anything ie. any studying yet.

pet peeves
1. fingernails on the chalkboard
2. rude juniors
3. girls who put boys before their girlfriends. well unless you have no girl friends... or if your best friend is a boy... ok i think im digging myself into a hole.. ANYWAY.. KEEP GOING..
4. sleazy peadophilic men who stare at you and think that you dont know that they are staring at you. PATHETIC... just cuz they arent getting any.. doesnt mean their eyes can wander onto innocent girls. DISGUSTING
5. asljfhgo alfjg
6. two-faced people

how good is weather these past few days but? i feel as if summer's here. and when i think of summer i think of post hsc and then i thinking of partying and i get really happy. its quite a chain effect.

im moving out after HSC. i have come to my conclusion that i cannot stand being at home anymore. its just the small pathetic things we fight about... like how much i eat for dinner. why im not eating yoghurt before i sleep.. how come i dont wear my glasses when im reading. how the clothes i wear are disgusting. how my hair is ugly and makes me look old. how this and this and this and this..
IM DYING

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sometimes the best way to show someone you care for them is just to be strong for them.

4u is gonee...... and i didnt finish my journals ahah unlike ushmi whose journals are PERFECT.
my last entry was dated 20/08/07. the entry before that was dated 15/07/07 NAAICCEEEE
and all i wrote on the last one was.
"YAY! I FINISHED TODAY!"
anyway tribute to florence lo like i promised :)





OK!
BYEEEE

4U IS OVER! well nearly over. its all binded and ready to be shipped off to the BOS. one unit down baby!
ITS ALSO FLOLOLOLOLO's birthday today! 18th SEXY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE!!
i will do a photo tribute... tomorrow.... im on the computer with none of my photos.
alright
goodnight my sweets.

my dad came up to me this morning and said. "your black hair is really ugly. why'd you dye it? Your brown hair was so much better. you look old and unattractive with your black hair."
:O
thanks father dear. how encouraging!





i miss my brown hair. its gonna take forever for me to get it back to that colour. spur of the moment things ie. dying my hair fricking EMO BLACK are good.. AT THE MOMENT...

i DO NOT WANT THAT TO HAPPEN TO ME

What's the name of your school?
James Ruse Agricultural High School AND North Sydney Girls High School

Is it a good school?
mhmmm to both

What's been your favorite subject?
English. I liked Modern History but I dropped it. That was at JR. At NSGHS it would have to be.. Elective History cuz of loo. And drama cuz drama is just the best.

Who's been your favorite teacher?
MRS MAYERS FOSHIZZ (JR), Miss Enemark at NSGHS

How long have you been there for?
7-10 at NSGHS. 11-12 at JR

How long does it take you to get to school?
JR-15 mins by car. Half an hour by bus. Depending on traffic

NSGHS-40 mins by train then 5 mins by bus

What was your favorite memory of the 7th grade?
errr. WELL AT NSGHS. Ugly guy and ugly girl making out at the station. And how much we used to bag them out. Calling our parents when we missed the first waterfall (train). Cuz when we missed that we would be around 20 minutes late! SHOCK HORROR! And that could never happen! Miss Giacoumakis she was one of my favourite English teachers. Our English play called Honey Pot which we performed to that public school which was just around the corner.


What was your favorite memory of the 10th grade?
AT NSGHS. After school certificate. Where we just did not go to school. those were some of the best times of high school. cheap-ass Tuesdays were our friends

Who was your year 7 math's teacher?
Mrs Reilly. You know she’s the mother of Matthew Reilly? I love his books! (NSGHS)

Who was your year 8 English teacher?
oh gosh. Ummmmmmmmmm. I really don’t remember!! OMG I DO I DO! MS HYDE! She was a freak! She was like ghostly white. She used to wheel around a little carrigey thing. You know the ones that asian ladies wheel around when they go shopping? She never rose her voice. There were rumors she was a nun before. AND whenever we got our homework back or whatever it always smelt like smoke! (NSGHS)

Who was your year 9 science teacher?
HAHAHAAHAHAHAH HOW APPROPRIATE! MRS MORGAN! I was a FREAK. Even more than MS HYDE. She was like 150 cm tall. And she looked like a bug. She couldn’t teach jack. She was mean to EVERYONE. Supposedly she had an abusive husband but. (NSGHS)

Who was your year 10 PD/H/PE teacher?
Ms Kerrigan. She was I don’t knowww… she was racist. But I think she only got racist if you didn’t get into sport or pd. I got into it. And she loved me. (NSGHS)

Have you ever had a crush on anyone at your school?
at NSGHS I had crushes on everyone! JRAHS- one?

Have you ever had a boyfriend/girlfriend at your school?
mmmmm

Who was your first friend in high school?
NSGHS- it would have to be obviously pino and pig. JRAHS- probablyyyyyyy helen mei? She was my first friend in a way.

Are you still friends with this person today?
yes

Have you ever gone against school rules?
mhmm

Have you ever been suspended?
NO

Have you ever been expelled?
NO

What's the most exciting thing to happen at your school?
We had random bomb scares which were pretty exciting! This was at NSGHS but. AND THAT AFTERNOON OF THE OIL LEAK! DO WE REMEMBER???? It was like year 8 I think? Or maybe year9? That afternoon was HECTIC.

Umm at JR? I guess… dick smith coming on his helicopter?

What is your favorite school tradition?
I have no idea what the JRAHS school traditions are. Valentines day I guess is a tradition? WELL I LIKE THAT. At NSGHS I lovvveeeddd the hokeypokey. The yellow brick road. The year 12 luncheon! (which I don’t get to go and see) and the last year 12 assembly. And the sister assemblies.

What in your school would you fix?
hahahahaha.

Is your principal a male or female?
female. For both actually.

Do you have a school song?
yes and yes

Have you ever done anything to embarrass yourself in front of the students or the faculty of your school?
probably. AT NSGHS… omggggggg hahaha. Ok. So one morning I was being a drag and we were in the gym. The gym has a stage at one end with curtains. So the year 9s were on the stage (that’s us) and the year 10s were on the otherside of the gym. So I thought I would be an idiot and wrap myself in the curtains cuz you all know how fun that is. THEN as im all wrapped up with nothing to do.. WILL LAM decides to pick me up. And im totally freaking out! Sooo imagine… a girl with her skirt up to her face falling through curtains off the stage. PRETTY ISNT IT?! Didn’t make it better that there were year 10s (NSGS and NSBS who saw it… NAAAAIIICCCEEEEE)

Who would you say is your best friend?
from NSGHS? My group obviously. From JRAHS? KBMP!!

Have you ever stolen anything from school?
at NSGHS. We stole matches from the science rooms.

Does your school have a good reputation?
yes. Both schools do.

If you had the chance to change right now would you move to another school?
Nah to much bother. There is only 2.5 months left of high school anyway.

Are you looking forward to finishing?
YESYESYESYESYESYESYESYES. Just cuz I don’t wanna move school doesn’t mean I don’t wanna get out.

What are you going to miss the most?
umm….the sataychicken. Mrs Mayers. Some people who I know I will never see or talk to again in my entire life.

What are you going to miss the least?
the really rude juniors. Except for joseph and lian. The stupid JR maths past papers. I wish I didn’t have to return mine so I could burn them.

ruse 07 photos came out yesterday. no one looks horrid. i look as if im wearing 10 layers of lipstick. I SWEAR IT WAS JUST LIP BALM. JUST LIP BALM. lipstick is gross.



we took this photo cuz bonnie was gonna dye her hair brown yesterday arvo. but it got postponed to tomorrow morning. sooooo byebye bonnie's black hair!



clem tryna be cool mr jay chou in his hot merc.



in the back of clem's car. martini looks funny haha. OH RASH GOT HIS CORNROWS! will take a better picture of him next time. his hair has spider legs hanging outta it now. ahah

martini crying a river and sweating a waterfall at fire chicken. if you look closely you can see the bead of sweat rolling down his forehead. PHUAHAHASARAH getting ready to attack....and deb's hand getting in on the action too


eating. look at the concentration on sarah's face! and deb's loving it... closed eyes and everything.eating

goinggoing
GOING...
hang in there!
gone!!
how yum do they look aye? chocolate one is rash's... quite appropriate if i must say!

yesterday was fun. it almost felt as if i didnt have 4u due next week.
im so proud of my eco mark. and i felt guilty that i didnt study it for trials cuz mr wern said that its really selfish to not study for something and pull everyone else down. but i went to see him today and he said as long as i do better in my actual hsc or stay the same. if i stay the same then it wont affect everyone else. if i do even a little better ill pull everyone up. but if i do worse.. well... haha. so i just wont do worse! and ill study for it. a bit. so rest in peace if you do eco at ruse.i love this guy